Life is just getting harder everyday...until I just don't know what to say.
Really.
Ok,Ok...loads of homework as usual,journal writing...stuff like that.Since I've got nothing much here.can anyone give me another way to get abs excluding sit-ups and gyms?toodles
Friday, January 28, 2005
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
The Reason
The title has nothing to do with that stupid Hoobastank song.Somehow the most annoying songs are stuck in my head...Like word up by Korn,Welcome to my world/life (whatever) by simple plan...Keen isn't helping much.:P
OK.I've got the reason.And it's not stupid.Doesn't mean I'm gonna leave that head alone.It's something to do with my attidude.Y'know,the kind which allows ya to talk to boys as though they're your best friends.She thought that I would change by this year.I didn't and I WON"T.She was already cooking up the plan of firing me since last year.Is it just me,or does she feel jealous or sumthin....Oh well,If she can't like me,I can't do anything...hee hee hee...
By the way,I've quit choir.I can't hold it out until Easter...Whoooohoooo!.It feels great to be out though I'll miss those who were my friends there.Another thing to spoil my victory.No More JEANS to church or Sunday school or Mr.Pelly'll slap my face.I've decided to wear office wear to church and class now.Maybe he's preparing us for the adult world..ha ha..
Our new teacher Mr.Paul might be leaving this week.(he told of course).Wonderful.If he stays any longer,he'll teach us Chemistry...(err....)
OK.I've got the reason.And it's not stupid.Doesn't mean I'm gonna leave that head alone.It's something to do with my attidude.Y'know,the kind which allows ya to talk to boys as though they're your best friends.She thought that I would change by this year.I didn't and I WON"T.She was already cooking up the plan of firing me since last year.Is it just me,or does she feel jealous or sumthin....Oh well,If she can't like me,I can't do anything...hee hee hee...
By the way,I've quit choir.I can't hold it out until Easter...Whoooohoooo!.It feels great to be out though I'll miss those who were my friends there.Another thing to spoil my victory.No More JEANS to church or Sunday school or Mr.Pelly'll slap my face.I've decided to wear office wear to church and class now.Maybe he's preparing us for the adult world..ha ha..
Our new teacher Mr.Paul might be leaving this week.(he told of course).Wonderful.If he stays any longer,he'll teach us Chemistry...(err....)
Monday, January 24, 2005
Don't Speak
The song by No doubt keeps drumming in my head.Recent events have kept me at a pause.Depression has taken its toll upon me and I cannot taketh anymore of its treacherous warnings.How far more till I reach pure happiness?
So to speak,well I can't speak by the way..I've got a very bad sore throat.I can't talk,I can't sing and when I try to it hurts so bad.Probably caused by that recent incident at school.I have pure disgust for that head of mine.I do not consider her as a friend(I have never done so) nor an enemy.Just a fiend with no horse sense at all.Imagine this.A friend - "r" as for "r"espect = Fiend.Ah,well you wouldn't get what I'm saying anyway.
Just you wait you big headed freak.If that teacher o' mine doesn't give a very logical answer,I "the gossip queen" will ruin your reputation in school and make you an outsider(with that stupid fringe of yours).
So to speak,well I can't speak by the way..I've got a very bad sore throat.I can't talk,I can't sing and when I try to it hurts so bad.Probably caused by that recent incident at school.I have pure disgust for that head of mine.I do not consider her as a friend(I have never done so) nor an enemy.Just a fiend with no horse sense at all.Imagine this.A friend - "r" as for "r"espect = Fiend.Ah,well you wouldn't get what I'm saying anyway.
Just you wait you big headed freak.If that teacher o' mine doesn't give a very logical answer,I "the gossip queen" will ruin your reputation in school and make you an outsider(with that stupid fringe of yours).
Thursday, January 20, 2005
UN-justice
The AJK board members for the library just fired me as a librarian head-of-the-day for no apparant reason.My good friend was a victim of their unjusticeness.Of course,I'm still a librarian,but myfriend wants to quit.
It's shocking,really.The unprofessional way of handling these things of course.Usually,only the form.4s are to be the head-of-the-day.The form.5s will only be AJK for half a year.The story starts with this.The head-assistant moved to another state and another girl just took up the spot.To fill in the vacancies,the board head (I suppose) got her friends in just like that.snap.There was a reason why they had an interview last year.These girls had never a chance.I believe they was racism involved in this.There was only one Indian in and the rest are Chinese.I am a Chinese,but I believe this is wrong.
According to them,the main reason why I was un-elected was because i had extra classes before duty until 1.45pm so I couldn't take care of those under me.I trust my friends.They are among the best.I didn't really mind that someone on my day replaced me beacuse she is nice and she is a Malay.Plus,there were complains about me from last year.I understand if that girl who never comes for duty (after I got elected by the former board) gave complains to them,but I have more ground than her.So far the board has not taken action yet.
Moreover,I have NEVER missed a duty since I was 13 (now 16) and definately worked longer hours than them.In the letter,it said that the board was unpleased with my work,contrasting what the disipline head told me....
I can't take the corruption heat! Even my friend said that the head changed after she was elected.At the meeting,the newly elected AJK gave me the letter without adnowledging me,and walked off.When I ask why that,she didn't want to answer my QUETION and asked me to see the absent teacher.Which is exactly what I'm going to do when school reopens.
For Justice!
It's shocking,really.The unprofessional way of handling these things of course.Usually,only the form.4s are to be the head-of-the-day.The form.5s will only be AJK for half a year.The story starts with this.The head-assistant moved to another state and another girl just took up the spot.To fill in the vacancies,the board head (I suppose) got her friends in just like that.snap.There was a reason why they had an interview last year.These girls had never a chance.I believe they was racism involved in this.There was only one Indian in and the rest are Chinese.I am a Chinese,but I believe this is wrong.
According to them,the main reason why I was un-elected was because i had extra classes before duty until 1.45pm so I couldn't take care of those under me.I trust my friends.They are among the best.I didn't really mind that someone on my day replaced me beacuse she is nice and she is a Malay.Plus,there were complains about me from last year.I understand if that girl who never comes for duty (after I got elected by the former board) gave complains to them,but I have more ground than her.So far the board has not taken action yet.
Moreover,I have NEVER missed a duty since I was 13 (now 16) and definately worked longer hours than them.In the letter,it said that the board was unpleased with my work,contrasting what the disipline head told me....
I can't take the corruption heat! Even my friend said that the head changed after she was elected.At the meeting,the newly elected AJK gave me the letter without adnowledging me,and walked off.When I ask why that,she didn't want to answer my QUETION and asked me to see the absent teacher.Which is exactly what I'm going to do when school reopens.
For Justice!
Saturday, January 15, 2005
Yummy Yum
Oooh...This is a quite a preety week to start with..well actually two.Sorry for the delay.
Anyway,homework is coming in in heaps.Everyday after school,there's homework,homework and...reports :p.Right now..I have to stay back at school for the whole week for extra classes,tuition,librarian duties and the whole lot.:(
I have something for every day..It's annoying.Besides those I mentioned earlier..I got Taekwando practice(Hiyahhhhh...red belt),Sunday school,choir practice,music class(gd 6 and 8) and bible studies.Phew...busy busy.
Now I'm taking the fuckin' public bus back.All because my caring school bus driver doesn't want to stay for another 10-15 minutes.The gentleman himself takes his own sweet time to pack his lunch while dilly-dallying back to the bus.
Hope this year will be a good year..Suddenly add maths doesn't seem that hard ...
Anyway,homework is coming in in heaps.Everyday after school,there's homework,homework and...reports :p.Right now..I have to stay back at school for the whole week for extra classes,tuition,librarian duties and the whole lot.:(
I have something for every day..It's annoying.Besides those I mentioned earlier..I got Taekwando practice(Hiyahhhhh...red belt),Sunday school,choir practice,music class(gd 6 and 8) and bible studies.Phew...busy busy.
Now I'm taking the fuckin' public bus back.All because my caring school bus driver doesn't want to stay for another 10-15 minutes.The gentleman himself takes his own sweet time to pack his lunch while dilly-dallying back to the bus.
Hope this year will be a good year..Suddenly add maths doesn't seem that hard ...
Saturday, January 08, 2005
My class
Yay..I got into 4 Berlian,the science class.It's kinda good,but a frog and an annoying need-to-know-all is in my class of 31.It's really frustrating (the ppl,not the class) that I'll see their faces for the next two years.
I'm taking up Literature and bible studies,though I'm not sure all the Form 4s and Form 5s are taking it up.It's true,I will not survive with friends..and talking.So forgive me,those sitting around me.:p
I'm taking up Literature and bible studies,though I'm not sure all the Form 4s and Form 5s are taking it up.It's true,I will not survive with friends..and talking.So forgive me,those sitting around me.:p
Saturday, January 01, 2005
A New Year
Oh shit,I just turned 16 this year.Som call it it the sweet 16,others call it the honeymoon year I call it the most difficult year of my teen life..(we'll see how it goes (;).It's the year where I think I'm officialy a teen,no longer a kid.I do miss my chilhood.No one would laugh at you for doing something embarrasing or foolish.And I don't have to wear those stupid bras...:P.I love being with my juniors especially those younger ones.Most of them are just plain innocent and they don't know the meaning of sarcastism or back-stabbing your friend.But I guess someday I'll have to move on.
My parents agreed to get me the piano book.My mother said she would have gotten me a room makeover with Ikea stuff plus that piano book.I am so freakin mad at myself..(though I don't show it).Anyway I signed up for the science class.Hope I get into one eithout any of those thick-headed, conceited people.Chao.
My parents agreed to get me the piano book.My mother said she would have gotten me a room makeover with Ikea stuff plus that piano book.I am so freakin mad at myself..(though I don't show it).Anyway I signed up for the science class.Hope I get into one eithout any of those thick-headed, conceited people.Chao.
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