It's over already??

Ah yes, the damn holidays are over.And yes I did enjoy it. I've done so many things I wanted to do before without embarrasing myself.Yep. Genting, the city of entertaiment.That's sort of like Las Vegas and Disneyland all rolled up into one..ya'll know what I mean. They got all sorts of heart-stopping rides there..and I've officially and finally qualified for ALL the rides there.Yep.I'm finally above 152 cm.Hail to the growing bones!!!

152 cm/1.52 m.That's the minimum height required for the most restricted ride in that themepark..the go-kart racing. I'm not saying that the track there is good or anything..well frankly, it sucked.And there wasn't enough space for me to pass ( potong in Malaysian language) the other cars and the 2nd out of 3 times I tried the thing, I chose the wrong car and all the cars took over me.In the end I ended up from 1st position to 7th position.That sucks.But I immensely enjoyed it.And I can't wait to do it again the next time.

Oh boy, I tried rock climbing this morning after having too much sugar in my cup of tea. It was cheap.RM4. But I chosen the wrong trac...er..wall scale to climb up. There was this stupid round mound of plastic blocking my way in the middle of that wall.I stood there for almost 5 minutes.The crowd which gathered to watch begin to disperse according to my wussy brother. I had to stop. So I let go and scaled down.One little boy thought I tripped and fell and started laughing. I mean, c'mon..this is my 1st try.I am gonna try it again the next time.Block or not.

Well thank you for listening to my shit on the things I wasted my time on during this holiday. I said 'wasted' because I'm supposed to finish up my Biology reports & the additional maths project which is to be handed in by Monday.I have no intention of starting.It's the intuition that's annoying me to start on it.So see ya later...

It's the fucking holidays!!! Woo-Hoooo~

Yeah, what the fuss..it's only lasting a week..And it's almost up.I didn't think it's worth anything cuz' I didn't do any shopping except window shopping this week..Did I say That?? Arghh..I'm really turning into something I sworn not to be a few years back..a bitch-ass ho. I mean, yeah...it's not as bad as some other ho's I know...but I'm really starting to hate myself.Few years back I idolized the punk style and attitude..now I'm gearing into Hip-hop shit.Fuck it.I hate it. So I'm turning into a gangsta' ho, a thug consort..ha-ha-ha. But I do like the reputation it gives me round the red light districts.. People look at me and try not to disturb me.Only some fools still wolf-whistle and do some other shit which I would not like to discuss here, mind ya.

I'm not bragging ...it's just something that's been happening since the start of this year. But I still listen to my guardian angel for advice.He's really good, & I thank God for giving me the best guardian angel I can ever get. He stops me from doing things I would regret later years in my life.He helps me ace my test especially when I didn't study the night before. Mike is the only guy that would cling at my side even during my dark ages. No one else cares for me that much.Not even my family.But he says that I'm the one not loving them enough..I'm not giving them the chance to know me, to love me..But I don't want them to know me.It would shock them to know the real me I've turned into after all these years of secluding myself from my family.

But then again, my brother is getting to understand how I live.At least there's someone I can identify with in my family. He's as weird, jerk and insolent as I am.Though he has a very bad temper...but yeah, he's my brother. There's only one of 'em around.Oh how I freakin' love my brother..hehe..such a lame idiot I am.

Breaking outta the shell !!!

Damn it ! I feel so good.I'm finally outta depression.( well, for a moment. It will come back soon.) I aced my monthly test!! I passed my Add Maths and Maths with a 4B grade.Physics-4B,Chemistry-5C, and Biology is still at a standstill of a D.Blast it.

It might not be top class for you all out there, but it's good enough for me...After my disastrous Mid-term exam marks, I'm ready for anything better.I haven't told my mom my marks yet. I want to sort of keep it as a surprise.I hope she'll cancel the grounding (30 minutes of computer per week).But when I hinted to her about how well I done, she didn't give a damn! That's it. No more telling anything to anyone.I am bloody well keeping my secrets intact. Not even to my so-called friends ( I'd rather call them class-mates/colleagues).I've lost trust in them long ago.So there's something new.I will not trust anyone anymore for as long I am ...single. Yeah, let's keep it safe first.Ha-ha.

About the breaking outta the shell thing.Yeah, recent pains and disasters a have really fired up my charisma. My stage fright has seem to lessen by the days. I do hope it's completely gone in time for my 2nd oral.For a lecturer's daughter, I am really quite an embarrassment.

I'm thinking of starting a book blog...for books I have read and rumours, & other shiznit I've heard about.Right.I need all the encouragement I can get...from my beloved books.Ya-boo.