Can't wait for tommorow~

Whee~ I can't wait to go to Cambodia tommorow~

I'm gonna have a huge shopping spree to update my style according to the latest and have a slumber party with my cousins every night..oh, I'm sorry. I haven't updated my blog for ages.So pretty much happened between that time gap which I will summarize below.

-I did quite well in my exams, got nominated for best student in Literature in english, and a distinction in the New South Wales University International english Proficiency test. ( Only 2 in my school got distinction~ I was one of em'. a percentile of 94% :)) Like I said earlier, my mom already bought the tickets so my hard earned sucess is rewarded with more lecturing and simple praises ( which are rare in my house) such as "Good job, keep up the good work" Fuck.Bullshit. I think she only remembered to praise me after pointing out to her in a confrontation that all I hear from her are insults, lectures, sarcastic remarks, more lectures and things I already know.I asked for a change. Well, better something than nothing. I gotta learn to be more gracious. :P

-My house was buglered and all my savings ( RM10,000.Passports also taken. So we had to go to the immigration office to apply for an emergency passport. It was actually my fault because I forgotten to switch on the parameter lights. Alarm was switched on, but the fuckers didn't even trigger that fuckin' thing. And to imagine, I was supposed to stay alone that night in the house.brrr

-The one has finally appeared~And no, this is not one of the sick boys I had a crush on. This one is quite the good/mama's boy. And this one made the first move! How much more can I ask for? More than I expect. He even told me he fell for me the first time he met me, told his mom about me..blablabla~I even tried to scare him away by telling him that once I'm in a relationship, I tend to get possesive, jealous and Obsessive. He says he doesn't mind. So we're in a relationship now. I think I falling for him.Yup, I'm happy. But my parents are not in the know. So I hope if they find out, they will be ready to accept this and be a lil' more open-minded. After all, they don't know how much their daughter misses being pampered, cared for, paid attention and loved. I enjoy the feelling. Makes me so happy.Not mushy.Yuck, Michelle the freak will never get mushy and lovey-dovey...

My Bad Day

I just thought ofit as a nice way to relax after the great 14 days of exams and misery; to go the mall to do stuff. It happens to fall on my tuition day. I didn't want to skip it, but I didn't think that I would be able to be in time for tuition if I took the train back early anyway. So I got screwed. When I walked to tuition, my mom was there already. She sped of when I started walking towards the car.when I chased the fucking car, did she stop? Nooo..Maybe she did it on purpose. So I called home. She screamed and didn't want to talk to me saying to go for confession and stuff like that. Damn. So I took the bus home and faced the music; while giving them the most difficult promise; not to skip tuition anymore. This wasn't the first time. (second) The first time I skipped I got reported to by a very annoying pest of a boy from class. I learned two things:

1.That I am not good at playing hookey or giving a reasonable excuse to cover it up...
2. I didn't get what I wanted to buy; Black nailpolish..c'mon, the whole damn Megamall didn't have one stinking Black nailpolish??? I need to replenish my stock of gothic products..

If that wasn't bad enough, I got Half of my Biology and History paper today and man it sucked. I don't want to know what I got, really. I must have done badly because the History teacher even embraced me and gave me hope, saying that there is a chance to improve my Subjective writing skills.Man, I must have sucked because usually, that teacher is not that compassionate.All I'm hoping for is not to fail anything and to get all the As I planned to get in my stronger subjects.And that my mom cooled down by the time I reveal to her my exam results...

Freedom!!!!

Well..That's until I get my results back. I think I did exceptionally well. In Michelle's term, exceptionally means no failures, some 1As here and there..And maybe some 3Bs and the rest are Ds and Cs.. But I have more confidence now..Except in add maths..And to think I was boasting about my Add maths skills in class before.

If I get Good marks for the report card, I'll be able to follow my family to Cambodia to visit my cousins..But to tell you the truth, my parents already bought the economy class tickets.Everytime they talk about it, I just act plain dumb and blur. Or maybe they already forgot about the deal. No worries. I get the good out of it. ;)

Shit, shit and more shit!!!! ( nothing to do with human waste!)

Bullshit. i'm having my exams now and I'm still using the net..I guess it's just a way to cheer me up after the disastrous Add maths paper..I thought i wouldn't have much problems...guess lady luck is looking away today. So i guess i'll have my privilages taken away and I'll have to fork out cash to use the net for the rest of my school days. TV would be a luxury then...and I won't be able to visit my cousins in Cambodia..:(
It's not that bad actually..i might have a chance to pass if I do well in the First paper tommorow. Science subjects suck as usual...I'm betting on Ds and Cs if I'm lucky. But I don't want to fail...guess I'll have to study harder..my exam is until the next Friday..Mannn~ this is gonna be crazy..i'm only studying on the day itself...