Great.Exams tommorow.And guess what, mom said she'll stop me from ALL tuitions if I don't improve because that clearly shows that the classes don't help me at all.But what the heck.I haven't studied at all.I'm only worried about my Maths and history.I hope I can pass all my papers this time.Not so worried bout modern maths cuz' I'm familiar with the topics that are coming out.

LIfe is so depressing these days.Friends are getting harder to tolerate.But still, I keep reminding myself that this is just God's lesson in my growing process...but why is it so hard??? Damnation!!

Exams are a bunchful of ****

It's exam season again..Hoorah! Let's review what I got coming.

18 July 2005 - SWU English proficiency test
28 July- 3 August 2005 -School monthly exam
31 July 2005- Taekwando exam
6 August 2005 - Bible quiz
19 August 2005- Piano Practical Exam..
Somewhere in october-Finals..

Why wasn't I born later????Damnation!!!!

Bountiful bouts of depression...

Hooray..I got the head discipline post instead of the head I wanted.Oh well, at least I don't have to do my duty anymore... :D All I need to do is peek in every now and then ..So, the real thing that happened was that the Form 5 AJKs decided to give the teachers the power to choose the head.Good bye Head post! Initially, I predicted the library teacher would choose her dog, & I was right! Oh how the AJK under her gloated. But actually, the teachers decided that I didn't have the strenght to handle the job and that it would be too much stress for me.Bull.

And I had to go for a 1-on-1 interview with my English teacher to discuss my unhappiness. ( Shit, I shouldn't have mentioned that in my oral) And two of my caring friends stayed back. Yeah,yeah.. they were being true friends...( teacher, can I go now? ) but they had to comment on my trustfulness. They brought up that I don't share any secrets or problems with them ( Bulls, who wants to share with you? ) I don't like sharing anything with anyone. Save for boys and Helen,my best friends.

Boys are much more trustworthing than girls. They don't betray your trust like my ex-friend did. They share plenty of interests with me. Besides, I've been mixing with boys since I was in kindergarden. Girls are snobs.Yet, I still like being a girl.( Can you imagine me as Michael the boy? Yuck) But I am reallygetting bored with this damn school. I want change. Since I can't move to High School, I'm highly considering Saujana Impian...lol.

Disaster !!!

Monthly exam is 3 weeks away..Taekwando exam is 2 weeks away..piano exam is a month away..SWU English Proficiency test is 1 week away...Oh how I wish to turn back time where I don't need to study to score and A..So my goals for now...

GOALS
1.Get more than 3 1As.
2.Pass my Add maths.
3.Not fail in any subject this time.
4.Get 1A in Literature
5.Stop thinking so much about my social future!!! :P
6.Pass my practical exam.
7.Get black belt as soon as possible..no more delaying!!!
8.No more being nervous during oral or public speaking...(my weakness..I tend to ramble)

That's about it I guess..now I'm just sitting,waiting for something out of the blue to happen...something like getting a pass for my Grade 8 theory exam in music...