Saturday, May 24, 2008

The teacher



I had a mentor.


She shared the same name with me...an adopted child (found out in later years), a year older.

She had courage, the guts to speak against anyone who opposed her and was never afraid to display her immense hatred for the headmistress.


Tough; remaining strong even after they transferred her to Henry Gurney's


Cold, ruthless and strong; bashing in the heads of fellow schoolmates who got on her nerves despite being outnumbered.



Yet all in all; she was nice to me, accepting the outsider, the outcast, the pipsqueak junior into her gang of school bad hats.



And that was enough to create a new mission in life; to make sure no one else suffers the same fate as I, being left out.


And then she left.


Without a note, only the wind telling me that you left your parents, had a child, cohabiting with your lover, substance abuse...the works. Funny, I didn't feel a loss.


Because I have someone else now to teach me more. Love of the life, friend for eternity, dear old Henry. :)

Friday, May 09, 2008

Dimmer, slightly, lightly


I haven't been doing much for myself lately. (except daily shopping sprees). While old peers are shining brightly with many things to their names, I have been brought down to the status of working-class; the boredom, the routine, mundane. It must be getting to my head as I actually look forward to go to work each day.

So I compensated for my evil deed (hah) by going on a shopping spree at Pay Less Books. (still....most of the books I buy are craft books..I'm almost ignoring literature...)

Thursday, May 01, 2008

Spreading the confusion


I've been more open about my thoughts recently, meaning to say I have been (accidentally) blurting them out in public. A good thing? Problem is not many people understand my thoughts. I'm in a world of my own.