Monday, June 27, 2005

Yay...'no' repercussion

Yup..my mom collected my report card when I was having the time of my life at HELP institute. Maybe not the High School boys (& one girl!)...They lost to Melawati school due to the lack of emphasis on their own points..Though the arguments were good be frank, this one wasn't as good as the first round..With some cacat school from KL.The opponents were quite good and rude.The third speaker challenged the High school girl to elaborate on her point..And then after saying that she cant,cuz' it wasn't her turn. Terrible I tell ya'.I really wanted to strangle him at one point.Later I followed the High schools to the internet room to skip the debate between the defenders and SMK Derma, Perlis. After all,it's the last time I might be using the net...(non-stop using Friendster)...Later, Derma won..It seems that Subang jaya was a lil' too confident of themselves and only spoke for about 5 minutes each!

Coming back to my report card...hmm,yes. The Add maths/class teacher didn't mention anything about that crummy letter.Instead,she went on rambling about me having problems at home/school and dreaming all the time.She even had the cheek to say that I don't ask her questions..And my sweet gullible mother went on and believed her..Now, she seems to believe that I have a pychological problem or something...I think I'd rather have the repercussions..

Friday, June 24, 2005

Nuke you!

Ah, a lovely day at the nuklear factory. While others find it boring, I in fact found it rather enlightening. Besides the free pens, rubber gloves and facial masks ( made using Gamma and ionic radiation) I got to skip school for a whole day!!!Lovely,lovely day indeed it was. This was an excursion for my class' (4Berlian) EST class, y'see.

The most exciting part was...learning how the atomic bomb works and how it's made. Costly it is!! 40g of uranium! That can buy me a whole room and wadrobe makeover with Gucci stuff!! The atomic bomb works by not destructing the building.All it does is kill people within a certain range in a certain amount of time & it spreads so very quickly...Call me weird but I found it quite interesting to know how the Hiroshima bombing turned out to be so bad. Besides that, it was exciting to know that I was near a very dangerous radiation area...heck, my brother even told me not to bring back radiation as a souvenier..he he he...I almost forgot all my problems while there..until i came back to school, I was greeted with my Horrible Literature Marks...73% 2A!!! First I was the highest scoring girl..until a student found a mistake in teacher's counting and got a 75% 1A..I thought I could keep the record for some time...

Guardian Angel : You're jealous.
Michelle : I am not!!
Guardian angel : Hey, green faced, you better buck up for your next test.You used to get an A
for everything in the past.
Michelle :Yes I know...(Shrinks into background)

Torn between the things in life...

Tomorrow is Doomsday for me. You know what? It's the report card day/debate day/fund-raising day.So far I managed to weasel out of the fund-raising thing...& at the same time ,jeopardizing my chance to be Head librarian cause the debate clashes with that stupid charity! I mean...I really wanted to do this..But the Debate..T-the debate..I just can't stop watching these matches. It's like I have a weird passion for it or something.

And about the report-card, so far I've only told my mom about my English,Malay,EST,Literature,PJK & physics marks.(those were the good ones...In which I scored 1As,2As and 5/6Cs) It's terrible I tell you feeling that all your well-kept secrets are blown off in that one stupid report card!!! Fuck add Maths!!! I can't take that sub.The good thing is that I only failed one miserable subject in this Mid-Term exam. I hope that my new-found knowledge source might help me ace the add maths test in the 2nd monthly exam.

I'm deciding a good time to tell her.If I tell her now, there is a risk of her not sending me to High school to catch the bus to the debate tomorrow. So I might want to tell her tomorrow just before reaching the school. But you guys don't know my mom.She might just drop me off somewhere I don't know or bring me with her to get my report card.Brrrr..scary..Apparently, she wants to see all the teachers.And students are supposed to follow their parents to see the teachers. That is so unfortunate for her then.(hyuk,hyuk,hyuk) But she doesn't know that does she?? And I forgot to tell her that she can only see the class teacher..my Add Maths teacher...Oh,shit. i forgot about that. Remember that letter she asked my class to write on why we failed our add maths? My gang has a feeling that she's gonna use it as a reason to tell our parents,just like that.(that evil scheming teacher..mutter mutter.).So now I've got 3 1As, 2 2As,1 5C, 2 6Cs, 1 P7,2P8s and 1 Stupid 9G for ADD MATHS!!!!!!!WHYYYY WHYYYYYYYY?????? sob sob sob....

P/S: Not much emotion when I received the Add Maths paper..It's like,Oh well,get over it.It's not like you can change it or something.after all,it's just a puny 7 marks needed to pass..Just 7 more marks to get a 8P....A STINkinG FuCkiNg 7 PunY Little More marks to Pass!! ! aRHGhhhhgg!!!!

*This blog entry is dedicated to my new knowledge source,Ms.Wong :) Thank you for helping me to finally understand what the fuck I'm doing learning add Maths. After all, I don't need add maths in my future career. All I need is English,BM,Bio and Kimia/Fizik.

Saturday, June 18, 2005

The terrible 7D,P8 and 9G.

Why-oh-why did my class get such horrible teachers? I'm not blaming them about their teaching style...it's their way of marking the damn paper.I mean,c'mon..in Biology, the 'datin' cut marks for missing a word or two.I barely passed that thing.The others weren't that bad..I mean it's impossible to get 1As in the Mid-Term test isn't it?..Well, maybe except English,EST and BM ( I scraped a measly 70.3 =2A) PJk and moral.By the way, about Moral...I actually got half of my marks because I did not use the format given.How am I supposed to know that you can't use point form while answering the subjective questions?! Because in the last exam, the teacher gave me marks even for Point-form answers..I'm supposed to get an 87 -1A for it...I was crying quite badly..until the teacher told me that the format changed and I will give you full marks on those questions based on your opinions..but please do not do it again. Somehow I don't feel happy cuz those marks were mercy marks.

I didn't tell my mom anything bout my marks since that day.I'm currently getting bouts of depression lately.Nothing seems good enough to cheer me up.It doesn't help that I got elected as head supervisor for a fund-raising event by the fucking commitee members of the library.I got preety fired up about it..until I got to know that it clashes with the HELP institute debate and the report card day..So I've sucessfully canceled the project..but there is a slight repercussion. This was a test given to me to see if I could handle the job of head libarian next year.I guess I blew it there..and another possibility that I might get blacklisted by the school principle for opting out at the last minute...

Another REASON why I want out of this school..I really want to go to any private institution or school..because the subs are taught in English..If I really can't, then Saujana Impian or heck..even Jb school..as long as it's not Convent. But there's something that pulls me to stay on..the fact that i hold several positions in the clubs.( important after school) and that the school was once occupied by nuns and the school itself is next to the church..so I can go every mornig to the adoration room....

Friday, June 03, 2005

It all comes down to zilch.. 0_o

I'm really addicted to holidays! (Duh,who isn't?) Anyway i'm having a great time..preparing my projects and delaying my homework.Life as a student really sucks.On the contrary,I'm currently playing Link in the legend of Zelda game on the GameBoy Advance emulator.Also surfing the net....all this holidays really making me out of ideas.So I just designed some surfboards for the Ralph lauren contest & also writing a fictional story to win myself a Harry Potter book and a night's stay at a 5-star hotel...

It's that boring..so most of the time I'm dreaming..and drawing comics..playing with the computer and Playstation2...I really need to get to the library..Maybe I'll ask my mom to bring me there.Later.Gotta go interview a speech therapist for my science project...